Foolish heart, the tell-tale signs that show
discordant tempo: what was cordial, pumping
back and forth, constricting, then a slow
relaxing, fail in flushing blood. The thumping,
twitching quickly, like contrition late,
stops, a flat line, not a rhythmic wave.
Structured in a diamond pattern, plate
by plate of muscle died. It could not save
itself. For years, like cannibals who eat
their victim’s heart, I gorged upon my own.
Sad, resigned, abandoned to defeat,
the hardened heart had closed to be alone.
And then that rigor mortis ended. Life
began, as love became the surgeon’s knife.
Riven heart, the driver killed today,
crushed by steel, required “jaws of life”
to fight the jaws of death. They found a way
to extricate a heart, and someone’s wife
became a widow, as they scissored clothes
with shears, honed to cut through skin and bone,
to find that heart, and — cutting — then dispose
of mine, the broken one, the vessel grown
deficient in its task, a vital symbol
linked to all that life had come to lack,
badly patched by needle, thread, and thimble.
While naked, I was stretched upon my back.
From cavity to cavity the soul
filled me with the fractured life I stole.
A rococo box, built of glass and gilt,
exposes on dusty velvet a dried-out heart,
with linen strips on which its blood was spilt
and sopped. Police let a fervent crowd depart,
that had joined when executioners dismembered
the rebel whose death was later termed a miracle,
but whose metric lines were burned, and none remembered.
From the gallows the dying eye, wide and spherical,
imprinted the faces of men and angels upon
the blood that sealed the heart, and later found
inside its sheltered chambers, like the fawn
who bore a lost child’s name when run to ground.
And when I kiss your sleeping heart, that kiss
raises blood, a relic from our bliss.
Royal Rhodes is a retired educator who lives in a village in the midst of farmland in Ohio. His poems have appeared in: Sparks of Calliope, Last Stanza, Ekstasis, Ekphrastic Review, Club Plum, and others.