“See Me Now!”
with apologies to “Bram Stoker’s Dracula“
The me that lives
behind my face
is a creature of fire
and light
and grace,
but the mantle of flesh and blood and bone
wears thin
(I am not now
what I have been)
and I diminish by the day,
till death will have
the final say
(as for us all) so–
“See me now!”
While here for all the world to see
goes Plain Jane scarecrow
old crone she
who wanders here,
meanders there,
with wrinkles and sags
and graying hair…
But though I wear all rag-tag clothes
I’m still the me
nobody knows
(inside)
Though sometimes, yes,
I must confess,
this mask
clings tighter by the day
to form and face,
until in time
it will replace
entirely the glow,
the gleam,
the celebration,
and I’m just one more
ageing matron,
and fear of fast approaching night
will dim the cat-green glint of light
that was my younger eye and self, so–
“See me now!”
the vampire said,
and took his top hat
from his head,
till later:
“See what your God has
done to me!”
The Count, you see,
felt singled out,
but of this I know
there is no doubt:
Forever shall we all hide behind
our final masks
of grass and dirt,
and all our dreams
will lie inert…so–
“See me now!”
If Only We Knew
Old friends are
fading flowers,
a withered charm,
a still-fragrant grace.
Young friends are
bright and vibrant flowers,
cut flowers
in a sparkling vase.
Children are
wild and hardy vines,
thrusting over time’s horizon,
brash and bold.
But friends who’ve died
before their time
are petals pressed
in the pages of a misplaced book,
their absence a memory
too fragile to hold.
Kathleen Beavers attended the University of Oregon and is now living in Las Vegas with her adult son, two large dogs, and far too many books.